Darkness of my life
Screaming into the darkness of my life
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Screaming into the darkness of my life
I can't cry
I can only bleed
I got no tears
The blade always near
Don't be sorry
Don't hate me
For the lies I tell
And the fake smiles
Fake stories to show happiness
I hate myself more everyday
No more hope
The blade my only friend
I'm bad, I'm nothing
I don't deserve any better
A useless worthless bad mess
I hide as I bleed
Too ashamed of myself
To say that
Maybe it's you I need
I'm only the shadow of myself
Forgot to count how many lies I tell
To protect them all from myself
Ashamed of who I am
Protecting everyone from that hell
Everyday I hide myself
Not showing my true self
Hiding that I live in hell
As everyday I'm destroying myself
Come to me
Maybe I’ll let you in
Talk to me
Be there for me
Don’t judge me
Try to understand
Ease my pain
Do something
Save me
Do you remember
How it was like
The very first time
Do you remember
The way you felt that first time
It went into your skin
Do you remember
How everything changed
So fast becoming someone else
Do you remember
The first time you hid
The first lie you told
Do you remember
How isolated you chose to be
To keep your secret safe
Do you see now
How much you regret
That day when it all started