WHY DO I BOTHER WRITING...

Why do I bother writing stories
That nobody will read
Or poetry that makes no sense
It's not talent like a few said
Without even meaning it
It's just stupid words on a paper
You can easily get lost in my writing
Wondering what's real
What did I make up ?
Is it me or someone else ?
Am I the person I talk about ?
Or am I just the writer ?
Why do I write ?
Does it change something in some way ?
Of course not
It just makes me focus on all that crap even more
It's like the less you try to think about something
The more you actually think of it
Nothing will ever change
That torture will never leave

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