WHAT I AM

What I am is everything you can't understand
What I do is everything you could never think of
What I don't say is everything you wouldn't want to hear
What I fake is a happiness you think is real
What I hide is everything I wish wasn't real or didn't happen
What I pretend is a nightmare being a dream
What I regret is that what's done is done, can't be undone, and I can't be 14 again to take another way