-STOP- read & think !!! found on a site...

NOT WRITTEN BY ME !!!

from that link :
http://vampirefreaks.com/group_comment.php?entry=458112

"STOP!
Don't move an inch closer to your wrist. You think that one little cut won't make a difference?
You think that since your best friend cuts and it helps her that you will do it once and you'll be done?
Have you seen how shes trying to quit? Have you seen the scars on her body?
Don't you think that she once thought this same thing?
O but no...you still want to cut....just once then you'll stop....right?
NO!
Don't even take that blade any closer to you. Think about this. Think about all the consequences...
O but your friend has none...is that what you really think? Seriously...do you think that the girl you see everyday has no consequences? The girl that walks down the halls at school alone, dazzed like nothing is there...like she is alone...you think that girl is okay?
Is that really what you think?
THINK AGAIN!
That girl went through so much. So much pain...so much ridicule and you think she went through nothing?
WRONG!
But no... you still want to try it...you still want to cut. Just think about the things that she has went through...talk to her about it.
If you talk to her chances are she won't want to talk about it. She'll deny and she'll feel very uncomfortable about talking about her cutting herself. See what the cutting has done to her. She use to tell you everything. Now she is lieing to you...to your face. Lets see what else comes with cutting. You don't know? Of course you don't. you have to be a cutter to understand exactly what happens...when you start cutting.
Still want to cut? Of course you do You still don't understand...and how could you...how could someone who doesn't cut or Self injure understand exactly what happens...?
Do you want to know? Do you want to take a look into your future before you start cutting and determine how its going to be just by doing one single cut?

Be prepared for what is going to happen to you as soon as you cut yourself.
You may think it is just a single little scratch
but its not!
They will get bigger and deeper.
You may think that you will not do it again...that your just doing it this one time.
But as soon as you scratch yourself the first time, you will find the blood
and the pain amusing...
You will find it takes away from everyday pain.
You may even convince yourself before you cut that they will heal easily and no one will notice and then everything will be normal.
But as you make the first cut you are signing yourself up for a long process of the same thing everyday.
You will cut. and cut and cut. You will go deeper and deeper and deeper.
You may start out with 3 cuts but you will soon watch those three turn to 300.
You will have to go to the store constantly,
for bandages, creams and tools.
Yes tools. You will have to buy tools to cut yourself with.
But if you can't afford the tools you will find something, anything
just to cut yourself once again.
And if you can't afford the bandages and the emergency kits in case you cut to deep or too much
Then you may end up in the ER.
You will spend hours thinking of ways not to go there
You will spend days and days getting better at hiding your cuts
You will spend months Worrying that someone will find out about your cutting.
You will soon have to buy new clothes,
Long sleeve shirts, Long pants, Bracelets, wrist bands
all so you can hide your cuts.
You will be afraid to let anyone touch you.
You have a relationship now?
Forget it after you start cutting.
You will be scared to be with your Significant other.
You will be petrified of letting him/her touch you, hold your hand, lift you up, tickle you...any of the things you use to do.
For fear that he/she may find out, or touch in the wrong spot and it will hurt.
You have great friends.
Not after this....
You will start being by yourself. Because no one else understands.
You will constantly hope that somone else will start cutting,
You will look around large groups looking for anyone else who cuts.
You may find a friend that also cuts, but when you do
and you are both trying to quit cutting, you will hope that he/she cuts,
everyweek, everday, every minute. You will just pray that she wants to.
And then..when she wants to and comes to you
to help her not cut..You'll tell her it will be ok if she DOES cut. You will start to think in your head that if she cuts it will be okay for you to cut;.
You will constantly be scared that you will cut...cut to deep, cut and your new found friend will hate you for cutting again.
You will spend hours at night sitting there thinking about cutting
it will be on your mind all the time.
You have a great relationship with your family? You trust your whole family?
Not anymore!
You will stop talking to your family as much, you wont trust them and you won't be with them as much anymore.
Not only will you stop trusting your family though, you will not trust anyone.
You will look around and convince yourself that everyone is against you.
Soon it will look like everyone is talkin about you, spreading gossip.
somone will be talking and you will believe that they know that you are cutting.
And they do!
You will be constantly scratching!
Why?
Because the cuts inch more than a thousand ant bites, more than poison ivy. You will scratch all the time.
You will look like you have a disease, scratching so much.
Be prepared to stop caring what you look like, to stop taking showers as much.
You will cut so much that you won't be able to shower regularly, because the after pain stings so much.
Or you will constantly cut in the shower because thats the one place no one will interupt.
Remember when you were happy, when everything was somewhat okay and you had friends
Its not that way anymore, in fact its difficult for you to find a thing to be happy about at all
You won't find joy in any of the things you did before...and you won't do anything anymore.

Still want to cut?
After realizing all the things that will happen do you still feel like taking that blade to your skin?
WARNING!!! DO NOT START. Do not make the same mistake I did.
So many hours wasted...So many things gone wrong. Plz don't do this to yourself! "

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My personal note :

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IF YOU FELT SAD OR EVEN FOUND YOURSELF CRYING OR WITH TEARS IN YOUR EYES WHILE READING THIS THAT'S GOOD, YOU'RE HUMAN. IF NOT, IF YOU FOUND THIS USELESS AND MEANINGLESS THEN START QUESTIONNING YOURSELF ! YOU MIGHT BE DEAD ALREADY IF NOT FEELING ANY EMOTIONS WHILE READING THIS !

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p.s : I don't agree with everything that's written in this, I don't consider everything true but I guess it depends on the people... !

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