I SAY GOODBYE TO A WORTHLESS LIFE

I can't live with
Those thoughts in my head
And those images I see as soon as I shut my eyes
It's too hard
It's eating me inside
Too hard faking smiles all the time
And being someone I'm not online
Nothing left of me
Just those thoughts that nobody knows of
That nobody could understand
Never I will be happy
Life never smiled at me
Now I say fuck it I quit

TAKE AWAY MY PAIN

All that pain
I wish there was someone
To take it all away
But it will never happen
And I will never share
There's no need it's useless
Nobody could understand me
After all these years
Of destruction
Can't look at myself anymore
Can't face others
Just looking at the ground
Hoping nobody around me ever finds out
I could hide for 6 years
Harder everyday
Of myself I'm so ashamed
You don't know how it's like to be me
Those things I have to do everyday
You could never imagine
And the sad thing is you couldn't save me
Because I can't be saved
It's been too long
It's now too late

NOTHING BUT PAIN, ENDLESS PAIN

Blood in the rain
Tears of shame
Everyday she hides her pain
As she comforts with the blade

TO A JERK, A FUCKING BASTARD

I dont wanna cry for you
Even though you ruined everything
You said you were different
You said you would never hurt me
You knew all of me
And stupid as I am I trusted you
I gave you everything
And you ruined it all
You just used me
Lied to me and manipulated me
Much more than anyone else before
You took everything
Now I have nothing left
Thank you !
I'm glad I got rid of you
I let you love me and allowed myself to love you
For all of that I could never forgive myself
I'll hate myself until my dying day !