SOMETIMES HIDING IS HARD

I hid my arm behind my back
And also quickly hid the blade
As I heard you coming closer
And didn't want you to find out
What I've been hiding for so many years
Tears of blood still falling on the floor
Yes, like everyday I did it again
Now I am so ashamed
Oh God I hope you will never see
You can't know what is really me
Keep taking those fake smiles for reality
And believe that I'm truly happy and nothing's wrong
Keep thinking I'm the funny girl you like
Ignoring that it's just an act
To hide everything else so deep inside
And yet at the same time I wish
You would make everything alright