THE ONLY THING TO DO

I watch you in my hand
Knowing you understand
Then I close my eyes
Thinking of new lies
Soon I feel like it burns
I need it
I seek it
The drops hit the floor
As I’m standing against the door
Then for a short moment only remains the physical pain
For a while I’m relieved of the emotional pain
I know this isn’t the solution
But it’s the only one I know