THE END WILL SET ME FREE

Sometimes I tell myself
That if I try hard I can change
But everytime I try I realize
It was just a lie
I don’t see why I should fight anymore
It’s a waste of time and energy
The pills sometimes they can help
As sometimes do some sips of alcohol
But it’s nothing compared to the real thing
The only one that can help me feel or not feel
I need the new pain it creates
And this food they force me to eat
If it can come in it can come out
Everything is just too hard
It’s a nightmare everyday
Open your eyes
See through me
Deep inside you know what’s real
This is the way I am
Nothing you could do
Don’t blame yourself
No matter how hard I try
Blood will never stop flooding
This pain and wounds will never heal
I need the end to set me free !