MY SWEET BAD RELIEF

When I make myself feel
As everyday I try to ease
My inner demons leave
Through my own blood as I bleed
I feel that inner peace
Before again too bad I feel
And once more try to reach
My sweet bad relief

ADDICTIONS KILL

Addictions change a person
You're not yourself anymore
Far from all
Honest or real with none
Because you keep it a secret
So nobody knows
How you destroy yourself everyday
Sadly, the only thing you can think of day and night
Torturing you every second of everyday
Even though you try hard to fight
Knowing it's wrong it's bad
You always give in the temptation
Yourself you can't control anymore
That addiction has power over you
Living hell everyday
Hiding from all
Suffering alone
You wish you could tell
A friend how much you need them
But once again you just keep to yourself
Hoping this hell would end

EVERYDAY I HIDE AND DIE

I bet you've never felt like this
Tension building up inside
So hard so fast
So hurt deep inside
About to explode
I have to be hurt on the outside
To feel better in the inside
But you can't understand
You wouldn't even want to try
Everyday I hide
Everyday I die