Tuesday, November 14, 2006

LOVE

A flame burning in my heart
Because you hold me tight
A star shining in my eyes
As you look at me with a smile

THE REAL BEAUTY IS INSIDE

Your real beauty
Is what you have inside
Your personality
Who you are
And not what you look like
Anyone not interested in that
Is not worth your time

SICK OF IT ALL

I block out everyone
Put on my fake smile
So nobody would ever guess
Soon the blood pour from my veins
It's red, it hurts, it feels good
Just what I need
For clearing my head
Of those painful emotions I try to forget
Relieved for a short moment
Before it all comes back
Stronger and worse again

SITTING HERE ALONE

Sitting in my room
The blade secretly calling me
I wish I didn't hear it
I know it's wrong
But I also know I need it
I wish I never had

I HATE IT

Doing it more
Sometimes deeper, worse, than before
I hear the red droplets hit the floor
After so many years from all the scars my body's sore

BE HAPPY IT'S ME AND NOT YOU

Everytime I look at myself
I feel disgusted
I want to be different
Several times I tried
But I guess it's impossible
The only thing to do
To go through the day
You feel better because you don't know
You feel better because it's not you

A MISTAKE ONE DAY

A mistake one day
A nightmare everyday
So long in the past
I wish everyday was the last

TEARS

Tears at night
Don't know why
Or maybe I do
But I won't tell you

TRAPPED IN THIS CAGE

I wish I could get out
Of this cage I'm trapped in
Maybe one day I could shout
Escape the world I live in

IN THE DARKNESS I FALL

In the darkness I fall
Everyday less hope
Wondering if I still breathe
Maybe it was too deep

DEATH

Red droplets
Last breath
Death

AN OBJECT, MOVING

You focus on an object
And see it moving
Maybe trying to show or tell you something
Or maybe it's just abject