THOSE FEELINGS I HIDE

Those feelings I hide
Hurting deep inside
If only I could cry
I wouldn't have to suffer inside & outside
I wouldn't have to do those things I have to hide
I wouldn't be trapped in this hell that's my life
Now I just need to die

DONT TRY TO FIGURE ME OUT

Don't try to figure me out
It'd be a waste of time
Anyway you can't
You couldn't understand
Everything I've been going through
Everything I've always had to hide
Everything I have to keep to myself everyday
And some things are better left unsaid anyway
What would you do if you knew ?
Nothing
You'd try to be nice saying you want to try to help
Before you realize that you can't
It's been too long
I'm a worthless mess
A lost cause
Only the end could set me free

WATCH ME AS I DIE

Watch me as I die
Though you can't see as you're blind
But don't worry I'm fine
Just look at the stars
And say goodbye