YOU LOOKED INTO MY EYES

You looked into my eyes
As I told you I'm alright
Hiding from you what I'm about to do tonight
As this is the last time I see the light
You didn't believe my lie
You said that me saying I'm fine was a lie
Dear friend, maybe you were right !

I HATE YOU BUT I NEED YOU

I hate you
But I need you
To numb the pain
Red tears it rains

U NEED IT TO GET THROUGH THE DAY

You need it to get through the day
Wishing there was another way
You don't want to scream
You just need to feel
That new pain
That you love and hate
To forget
All the rest
Then you think and wonder
Another bracelet, long sleeve blouse or trousers
That state you need to reach
Everyday your pain you try to ease