DONT WORRY I'M FINE

It's calm but yet I hear something
Fearing it's you coming
I switch off the light
So you can't see me cry
Ashamed of what I just did
The blade quickly I hid
Yes I did it again tonight
But don't worry I'm fine

I CAN LOSE MYSELF INTO YOUR EYES

I can lose myself into your eyes
Feel safe in your arms
Loved as you hold me tight
And your heart beats next to mine
Through your eyes I see the light
And in them stars shine

AND DEEP INSIDE I CRY

Sadly tonight I won't die
God never wants me by his side
So what I did tonight
Again I will have to hide
And deep inside I cry
As I'm bleeding on the outside

DEAR FRIEND,

Yes I confess I did it again today
Once again blood ran out of my veins
But I swear I tried to fight
Not to give in this destructive addiction
That makes me weaker everyday
Dear Friend I'll try to do better next time
As you're by my side

SO MUCH NOISE AROUND ME

So much noise around me
Wishing I would just disappear
I don't have my place in here
My grave will soon be my new house
It will be so much better than here
Nobody will cry for me
Nobody will miss me
Everything will be better
Less pain for everyone
So don't cry if I die tonight