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I thought I had a true friend
But I was wrong once again
I thought this one would be on my side
And finally make me see the light
He would sometimes even make me smile
And tell me "no lie"
But again I was all wrong
And probably was all along
I could never forgive, never forget
That's all I ever get
And I even had some hope at times
But should have known it was all lies
I wanted to believe that he was different
But can a guy ever be different ?
I wanted him to slowly, or soon, know all of me
And often hoped, dreamed, he could maybe help me
But it always seemed so scary
Now that everything is gone
I don't know what's going on
Who my true friends are