MY ONLY WISH... IS TO TURN BACK

I can’t remember
How it all started
It was a long time ago
I wish I could turn back
So I wouldn’t have tried that

Sometimes I wonder
How could this happen to me
How could I be so stupid
Now my only wish
Is to turn back

I would have been happy
Healthy
Able to smile
Happy to get up every morning
I would have been alive !

Now if I could I’d tell the kids
‘Don’t even think about it
There’s always another solution
Never try that
Try to live
Not to die’

ALONE

Alone in this fate
Alone in this maze
Alone in the grave

Alone I’m shy
Alone inside I cry
Alone I try

Alone I bleed
Alone I try to heal
Alone I wish I couldn’t feel

Alone I suffer
Alone I’m going under
Alone I fall deeper

Alone I take it in my hand
Alone I try to understand
Alone I try to fight that feeling again

Alone I hide
Alone I lie
Alone I die

BY MYSELF

By myself
All alone
Everyday harder I fall

By myself
I cry
Everyday I have to hide

By myself
I try to ease
Everyday I bleed