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When you have no friends to rely on
The razorblade you can always turn to
It will always be on your side
Always there to ease your pain
When you think that everything's lost
You feel like you can't take this shit anymore
You can't breathe
Your pulse beats faster than ever
You know it's time...
You turn to the blade for comfort
Nobody is as close as you as it
Exploring your skin closely everyday
Always there when you need it
Making you bleed
Making you feel
That this pain is real
Giving you another scar
100, 200, 300, 10 000
After all those years
Of sadly doing the same thing everyday
You can't count them anymore
You just hope that nobody will ever see them
And understand how they got there...
Sometimes you press down harder
On your wrist making a big deep slit
Watching as the blood runs out of your body
Smiling, tears running down your face
Hoping this is the last time
You see the light !

IN MY HEAD YOU'RE STILL HERE

When I close my eyes
You're the one I see
When I sleep at night
You're the one I dream of
When I feel secure
You're the one holding me tight
When I'm happy
You're the reason I smile

In my head
You're still here
In my heart
You'll always be