A LOST BROTHER

First off : never think I’m stupid
I can recognize the signs when I’m played with, used
I know you found new people to talk to
You don’t need me anymore
Long ago I should have known
That you wouldn’t want me in your life forever
That you weren’t different than others
Being close to me until you found new friends
Just using me like everyone else
I’m not stupid I can see the truth
But of course I won’t tell you
My fault for getting attached to you
Considering you the brother I always wanted to have
Everything you let me believe
That I needed you
That you were there for me
That you would never let me down
That we could confide in each other
That we could understand each other
That you would never lie to me
That one day we would even meet
That you were looking forward to it
How could I be so stupid ?
I should have known you would go away
Once you found better people
I’m not stupid you talk to me less everyday
Barely a word anymore
Only talking to me for a bit
When none of your other friends are online
Or you sometimes only talk to me
When I seem happy and funny
You don’t care what the truth is
Now I don’t care either
Just want to give you what you want
From now on that’s all you’ll get
The funny happy girl when you talk to me
When you have nobody else so you use me
For a few minutes only before your day ends
Do you even care that you bring tears to my eyes
Knowing that you're using me so bad
Don’t worry I will never bother you anymore
You don’t care at all
You made your choice
I was so wrong
How much you hurt me you will never know
I hate liars and that’s what you are
I’ll stay with those who truly love me and care about me
The way I love and care about them
Not fakers like you !