PLEASE BE A FRIEND

Please be a friend
Take that knife
And hit me hard
Make me bleed
Another scar on my body
A big deep slit on my wrist
Please help me tonight
End that terrible nightmare
It's too hard I can't take that anymore
Switch off the light forever
I'm on my knees begging you
Please end my life !

WHY SHOULD I

Why should I live
If I want to die ?
Why should I smile
If deep inside I cry ?
Why should I open my eyes
If all I see is black ?
Why should I open up to you
If you can't understand ?
Why should I be positive
If everyday I bleed ?

YOU DONT KNOW

You don't know I lie
When I tell you that everything's fine
You don't know it's you I need
When I make myself bleed
You don't know I wish you were by my side
When I try to die

I'M LOST

I'm lost
And I don't want to be found
Falling harder everyday
It's not like you care anyway

AM I STILL LIVING ?

In my own blood I am swimming
Almost drowning
Wondering what's happening
Am I still living ?

THIS SECRET PAIN YOU FEEL

This secret pain you feel
You hide it deep inside
You wish those wounds would heal
But you know it's just a lie
All those scars you hide
You know that soon you'll die

YOU CANT SEE THROUGH...

You can't see through the red rain
As blood runs out of my veins
You can't see through my lie
As you believe that everything's fine
You can't see through me
As I keep everything to myself and share with nobody

WHAT I NEED EVERYDAY

The blade I hate
The blade I need
The blade my escape
The blade my death/suicide