SAD

Tears in my eyes
I retain them
I won't let them come
I won't show my weakness
That's not the way I ease my pain
You won't see the way I really feel
I'll keep faking you a smile
And you'll think I'm alright
Not knowing that everything I hide
Is killing me deep inside
Bleeding on the outside
And you still think I'm alright !

BEHIND

Behind my clothes I hide
Behind my smiles I pretend
Behind my lies I hope
Behind my words I fake
Behind my silences I cry
Behind my fake happiness I bleed

I CANT

I can't sleep
because I worry all the time

I can't breathe
because it hurts a lot deep inside

I can't smile
because I forgot how to

I can't see
because I'm blind

I can't live
because it's too hard and painful

But I can suffer in silence
and try to ease my own way, dying a bit more everyday !

SCARS...

Scars in my life
Scars in my mind
Scars in my heart
Scars on my body
Scars everywhere
Scars everyday !