DONT KNOW ANYMORE

I don't know where to go anymore
I guess it's the end of the road
The light doesn't shine anymore
Everyday like rain the blood floods

LOST

I've been lost for so long
And will never be found
Do I want to anyway ?
I don't even know or care anymore

WHEN I DREAM OF YOU

When I dream of you
You're holding me tight
When I smile at you
I see that look in your eyes
When I look at the sky
I see all the stars
When I feel my heart beat
I know you're the reason why

WHERE ARE YOU ?

Where are you
When I need you ?
What would you do
If you knew ?

I KNOW YOU DONT CARE

Don't you ever ask me
How I'm doing when you don't even care
Don't you dare say you know me
I know you don't care

I'M SCARED

I'm scared
I dont know why
Nothing's there
It's been a while

PLEASE DONT LOOK AT ME

Please don't look at me
There's nothing to see
Stay away
It's better that way

BEEN WAITING FOR THIS FOR SO LONG

Been waiting for this for so long
Now just wondering what's going on
I thought I would finally be able to smile
Again another lie

Alone day and night
IT's kinda freaky at times
I wish you were here to hold me tight
You're just different than other guys

HAVE YOU EVER FELT THE WAY I FEEL ?

Have you ever been to a dinner
And felt so alone
Everybody talking
You alone talking to yourself
You want to escape

Have you ever felt
Like everything you do is wrong
Every step you take is another mistake

Have you ever tried to be someone else
Or wish it was possible
Because being you is the worst person you could ever be

Have you ever felt like a mistake
Like you have no purpose in this life
Like all you have to do is die

Have you ever felt your mind wander
Out of yourself
As the blood's running out of your veins

Have you ever felt misunderstood
Lost in a big world
With nothing good in it

Have you ever felt useless or worthless
As you know that if you were dead
Nobody would see a difference

Have you ever felt... the way I feel ?

WHY DO YOU DREAM AT NIGHT

Why do you dream at night
When everything you see is dark
You wonder if you became blind
Everything is black

THE HURT IN YOUR EYES

The hurt in your eyes
Nobody can see it
As you keep it deep inside
Inside the rage you always feel
They say don't stay alone
Come talk to me
About what you feel and hide
But you know they don't care

WHEN IT HURTS TO SMILE

Smiling becomes harder everyday
Faking hurts but is necessary
Otherwise others might see
Everything you keep inside
As you hide behind your silences and fake smiles
Everything you don't want them to know
The sad truth about you