BLEEDING ALWAYS

Sitting here bleeding
Feeling my skin burning
As myself I'm cutting scratching bruising and hitting
Enjoying the feeling
Feeling the pain in my head dying
As on the pain on the outside I'm focusing
Finally breathing
Living or dying ?

Everyday the same
The blade, the same nightmare
Of myself I'm so ashamed
Wishing I was in my grave

ANOTHER BAD DAY... NOT OVER YET !

Slicing myself into pieces
Nothing else could feel like this
That pain I need it
Hate doing it
Dying inside
Bleeding outside
Everyday the blade on my skin
A battle I can never win
I wish I was dead
I wish I could rest