OVER THE YEARS…

Sadly, you have become my best friend
Each other we can somehow understand
Always there when I need you
There’s no need to fake it, it’s true

Everyday I try not to use you
It’s a lie as I need you
I have to both love and hate you
Dark world you keep me in with you

That pain that you give
Does it help me to live ?
Or just to reach the end
Faster again

Everytime I reach the bottom
I know I have to hold on
You’re always there for me
Even though you’re the cause of all of this, you destroy me

It’s a secret between you and me
And I know you won’t betray me
Though from my life I wish you would just disappear
So the end wouldn’t be near

Nobody will ever help
As they couldn’t understand
What you do to me
Why those scars on my body

Thinking about you day and night
24/7 trying not using you is a huge fight
Fight I can rarely win as you take over
And you’re always stronger

You have the control over me
You decide for me
You know I can’t resist you
I know that my life will end with you

YOU’RE HOLDING ME TIGHT

You’re holding me tight
As I close my eyes
Your lips over mine
We forget about the lies

Happy in your arms
Knowing that everything will be fine
As you wipe away my tears
And make me forget about some fears

My fears away you want to take
My wounds you want to heal
My pain away you want to take
My addiction with me you want to beat

From darkness to light
You I will find
Feeling your heart beat next to mine
Happiness makes me blind

I want to be with you forever
Always together
As in my ear you whisper
“I love you”

WHEN IT’S TOO PAINFUL…

When it’s too painful to breathe… you suffocate
When it’s too painful to see… you close your eyes
When it’s too painful to talk… you remain silent
When it’s too painful to think… you try to forget
When it’s too painful to sleep… you are dead tired
When it’s too painful to remember… you cry
When it’s too painful to hide… you lie
When it’s too painful to fake… you pretend
When it’s too painful to keep those feelings and emotions inside… you bleed
When it’s too painful to live… you try to die

I WANNA FEEL LOVED AND SAFE IN YOUR ARMS

I wanna feel loved and safe in your arms
Feel your lips over mine
I want you to hold me tight
Feel your heart beat next to mine
And never let go of me