SWEET PAIN, SWEET RELIEF

When pain is your best friend
The only one to understand
How you hurt, how you suffer
So much pain and anger
Everyday drowning deeper in your sea of blood
Always wishing it would all stop
You hide, so ashamed
It's just you and the blade

IT'S KILLING ME

Writing
Is hiding
A suffering
That's killing

NOT WANTING TO BELIEVE MY OWN WORDS

My poetry
Is my life
But yet I will lie about it
So don't ask for the truth
You won't like it
Facing it is too hard
Writing is okay
Then believing it's all just a lie
I don't want your pity
I don't want you to be sorry for me
So just stick to the lies I tell
Before I die and go to hell