JUST LET IT GO

As you're sick and tired of everything
Tired of living
Just let it go
Let the blood flow
Down your vein
To ease your pain
In silence alone somewhere
Where there's nobody there
Or in a bathroom resting your head against the sink
It's always the same thing
Then close your eyes
Think about your next lie
As you will have to hide
That everyday you die

THOSE THINGS THAT SCARE U WILL NEVER LEAVE

When you see something
That (probably) doesn't exist
You close your eyes
And count to five
It scares you to death
And even if after counting it disappeared
You know it will come back
Because those things, real and unreal, that scare you
Will never leave

I OPEN THE DOOR BUT THERE'S NOBODY

I open the door and think I see someone
But there's nobody
Though I'm sure I saw a shadow
But I have to realize
That my past won't be given back to me
So you will never be behind that door I open everyday
Thinking that you might be there

SINCE I LOST YOU I LOST MYSELF

Since I lost you
I lost myself
I wish I could hold you
Once again
Everything I had and was Left with you
As you let go of my hand

DARKNESS

People see darkness at night
I see darkness during the day
Sometimes getting stronger at night
When there's no light
And I can't look away
Being in the dark is scary
And even more I worry
Different from when I close my eyes
Trying to forget about the lies

I'M INVISIBLE

Eating
Wanting to make myself throw up
And probably also another scar
Maybe about to
Looking at them
Being so close to each other
Talking and laughing
Me left behind
I'm invisible

THINKING OF YOU WHEREVER YOU ARE

Far from the eyes
Close to the heart
Thinking of you wherever you are

THAT PAIN YOU COULDN'T STAND

You can't understand
The way I feel
It's too deep
That pain you couldn't stand

BROKEN INSIDE

Broken inside
Everyday I hide
Everything that would make me cry
Inside I die

I KNOW YOU WONT BE COMING BACK

Going everywhere
Looking for you
So long, so sad
I know you won't be coming back

TOO MUCH IN MY HEAD

Too much in my head
Those worries, fears and secrets
It won't go away
Impossible to go ahead
I can't move on

LOST SOMEWHERE

Lost somewhere
I won't be found
Do I even care ?
I stare at the ground

YOU'D RATHER BE BLIND

Look into my eyes
Tell me what I hide
Can you see behind the lies
I guess you'd rather be blind

STARS IN MY EYES

Stars in my eyes
Wondering why
Looking on the right
Maybe I'm just blind

DEATH IS NOTHING

Death is nothing
You slip into the next room
Nothing could be worse than this life
This other room will be bright
There no lies

I DONT CRY, YELL OR SCREAM

I don't cry, yell or scream
This is not the way I heal
You won't know the way I feel
Everyday far from a dream

NOTHING YOU WILL EVER KNOW

I'm not trying to tell you "See my pain"
Honestly I don't care
This is my secret
Like all the rest
Nothing you will ever know

THE MIRROR IS MY ENEMY

The mirror is my enemy
Showing me that I am
Everything I hate
I wish it wasn't me
The person that I see

WANTING TO BE PERFECT

Wanting to be perfect
Knowing that I'll never be
Wondering what I am
Sitting here just thinking
Not knowing what's real
Feeling lost and confused

ONE WORD CAN KILL A PERSON

One word can kill a person
So watch out what you say to me
Because your next word
Could kill me

LIVING AN UNWANTED LIFE

Living an unwanted life
Nothing but a big lie
Inside I cry
I should die