DYING IN THIS NIGHTMARE

Dying in this nightmare
This mess I made
Please get me out of it
I can't go on like this

TAKING EVERYDAY PAIN

Down my veins
Tears of shame
Everyday the same
Taking everyday pain

SECRETS ARE WALLS

Secrets are walls
That keep you alone
You're always on your own
When everything falls

THAT DAY !

I dream of the day
I'll go to bed
Proudly telling myself "I didn't do it today"
Hoping I'll be strong the next day too
Hoping I'll be calm inside
And won't have to use it
That razorblade I love and hate

DEAD OR ALIVE ?

Am I alive
Or am I dead ?
I must be somewhere in between
Sometimes I wonder as I bleed