FOOD IS GROSS

Too much food on my plate tonight
They think they can force me
Well, the truth is I have no choice
But they can't force me to keep the food inside
It feels so good to throw up
Get rid of all that gross food
I force myself as I make myself throw up
And I know it's bad
But damn it's my right to do that
I'd rather not eat though
As I hate food
But with them around I got no choice
So then I get rid of all that food
As I'm throwing up
And free myself from that gross food
And I just wish
I wasn't as fat as the mirror shows me !
And don't say it's in my fucking head
I know what I see
You just don't see what I see