DONT WANNA BE HERE, JUST WANNA QUIT

I don't want to stay here
I just want to disappear
God would you please help me this time
And just let me die

I AM DEAD

I'm only the shadow of myself
I don't exist anymore
I'm my ghost
So you can't see me
Hear me
Or even talk to me
Though you never did before
So why would you now ?

DONT STOP TALKING !

You start talking to me
And try to make me talk to you
And I so wish I could tell you those things, everything
All those things I keep inside
Those things I hide from you
As you're talking to me I hope you will never shut up
And I'm thinking :
"Please don't stop talking to me ! Don't leave me alone, I need you!"
So for a while I will be strong as you're there
Because I know you care
And hopefully I won't do it

EVERYONE

Whether it is now or when I was a kid
You never listened to a word I say
You made me become silent
As I always knew I wasn't important
And meant nothing to anyone
Thanks to you !

YOU CAN BE HAPPY

Now because of you all I'm an addict
Something I wish I never did
You killed me
You can be happy !

YOU NEVER CARED

You would never listen
You would never care
Now is it your fault
Or am I teh only one to blame ?

OVER THE YEARS

Over the years something else became my closest friend
And that's something you could never understand
Over the years it helped me ease some of my pain
Emotional pain gone for a too short moment physical pain to gain

TEARS

If my tears could make my pain go away
I would cry everyday
But there's no tears inside
My only tears are red and don't come from the eyes
Those tears I have to hide

MY SKIN REFLECTS MY SOUL

My skin reflects my soul
Nothing anyone could ever be told
My secret wounds I hide everyday
Show everything I can't say
All those marks that will never heal
For everything you wouldn't hear
That fake smile on my face
It's not like you care