TOO MUCH FOR ME TO TAKE

Too much for me to take
Overwhelming like always
This pain I want to erase
For that the blade I need to take
Everyday another nightmare
Neither me nor others seem to care
Maybe something you could do if some time you’d take
Talking to me or just being there
Showing that a difference you could make
Besides letting me use that blade
Or maybe it’s good that u don’t bother cause it’d be a waste
And I know I’m a lost case

NOW I WANT TO DIE

I've suffered enough in this life
Bleeding myself to death several times
Everyday trying to escape
All I could do is use the blade
For years I've hidden everything
Never showing or telling my feelings
All I could do is hide
Now I want to die !