THOSE FEW MINUTES OF RELIEF

I feel it running down my skin
Leaving a red mark everywhere it goes
The rage and the bad in me slowly leaving my ugly body
Letting place to a peaceful feeling
Inner calm
Nothing else matters
Relieved
Not for long
Before the feeling comes back
Stronger
It never ends

LOST IN A NON-UNDERSTANDABLE MESS

Lost in a non-understandable mess
Drowning more everyday
Wondering if the end is near
How much longer do I have to suffer ?
What if I can take it no more ?
Will you come rescue me
Even if I don't ask you ?