Darkness of my life

 Screaming into the darkness of my life

Keeping everyone away inside myself I hide

Everyday a little bit more I die

Wishing I knew best

If only I coul rest

Is it life or death

Crying red tears

Crying red tears

Yet smiling to my ears
Because I don't want you to see
What is really me

The craziness within

 

What if the one thing that quiets your craziness

Is the one thing that makes you a mess 

The thing you wish you could put to rest

Your biggest shame and secret 

But you need it to take a breath

Because of the anger, pain, sadness 

You don't deserve anything better

Punish yourself for being so weak​, so​ helpless

No ending the cycle nobody knows your true self

But every day you wish someone would break your shell

And save you from this hell

What's left of you but nobody's there

You're all alone in the darkness

No escape, you don't deserve anything better you're hopeless

If you think about giving up

 If you think about giving up

Cause all you do is mess up

And nobody cares if you give in

One more nail in the coffin

You are wrong

Be strong

There is still a chance

For a real change

Focus on tomorrow

Forget about your sorrow