BIGGEST MISTAKE YOU CAN MAKE

It seemed so right
The first time
But I was so wrong
All along

PAIN

Feel the pain
Deep inside
Ease with the blade
Outside
Bleed
Then cry
Or too deep
And die

sUiCidE

Beyond despair
Once again
I chose the extreme
But sadly I woke up again
To be in even more pain

EVERYTHING ALRIGHT ?

Angry slices in my skin
Everyday the world I live in
Because of all the pain I hide
I have to fake you a smile
So you think everything's alright

SADLY, YOU EASE MY PAIN

I always know where to find you
Everytime I need you
Never hard to find
You’re the reason I have to hide

THE MORE I ...

The more I try to fight
The more I lose control
The more I have to hide
The more I feel alone

TIRED

Why can’t I
Close my eyes at night
Those thoughts and images
Have been in my head for ages
Please make them go away
Tired of dealing with it my own way

JESSE

A tear in my eyes
Because you’re not by my side
A hole in my heart
Because I miss you so bad

DO YOU LOVE ME ?

Keep me warm
When I’m cold
Find the words
When I’m down
Hug me
When I feel lonely
Talk to me
Show me that you love me

DANGER TO MYSELF

I’m a danger to myself
But don’t worry I’m no danger to you
Whatever you do I’ll never hurt you
The only one I could ever harm is myself

HURT

Those images in my head
It’s like I relive the past every second of my life
It never stops
It hurts me more everytime
Can’t sleep at night
Can think of nothing else
Dying in this hell