SURVIVING OR DYING

Am I trying to die
Or am I trying to survive ?
Why do I have to bleed
When I'm trying to ease ?
Why am I alone
With my only way to cope ?
Why can't I look into your eyes
As I'm telling you a lie ?
Why so much pain and anger
Why do I have to suffer ?
Why won't you just let me die
And be relieved from that battle I can't fight