THAT HELL WILL NEVER STOP

I can't cry
I can only bleed
I got no tears
The blade always near
Don't be sorry
Don't hate me
For the lies I tell
And the fake smiles
Fake stories to show happiness
I hate myself more everyday
No more hope
The blade my only friend
I'm bad, I'm nothing
I don't deserve any better
A useless worthless bad mess
I hide as I bleed
Too ashamed of myself
To say that
Maybe it's you I need