PEOPLE SCARE ME

People scare me
All the time trying to talk to me
Even online their words scare me
And why do they look at me ?
And you, stop trying to see through me
You don't wanna know what you can't see
Nobody gets to know the real me
That bad person you can't see
I know so trust me

SO LONG

So long, bleeding
Day after day
Year after year
Everyday dying

I DONT HAVE A LIFE

I don't have a life
That's why I feel dead inside
I have the control of nothing
Not even how much I'm bleeding

I LOSE IT ALL

I lose it all
And you watch me as I fall
You do nothing
Not even caring
Watching me dying

THE BLOOD IS WHAT KEEPS YOU ALIVE

The blood is everything you have
The blood is life
What keeps you alive
Then loose it all
And smile as you fall

NO TEARS LEFT

No tears left
But still that sadness
Being broken for so long
Impossible to go on

WHY CANT SHE DIE ?

I wish she was dead
But like always
My prayers won't be answered
So I have to listen to that crap everyday
Let her control me
My thoughts, my 'life'
Everything
People would think I exagerate
You're so far from the truth
She's destroyed me so much psychologically
For so many years
That I wonder if in the end
There'll be anything left of me

THAT THOUGHT FOLLOWS YOU ALL DAY

You don't even want to wake up
To "live" the same nightmare
It's been so many years
It's never become better, only worse
Everyday you wake up wanting to kill yourself
And be relieved from everything you hide
And that thought follows you all day

ONE NIGHT

29 new scars just tonight
It's funny how it can happen so fast
So much just in one night
I guess you could say you had a blast
You know it's not the last time
And deep inside you cry