Wednesday, August 02, 2006

NO SCREAMS, NO CRIES

I walk alone
An empty street
In the emptiness I roam
Nobody here but me

Tears in my eyes
I have to say goodbye
You'll all always be in my heart
No screams, no cries

CAUGHT IN THIS I CANT GO ON

You should bend
And take my hand
Help me up to my feet
Please I'm begging on my knees

I've tried so hard to change
Trying to get rid of that pain, sadness and rage
No matter what it wasn't enough
Now I'm giving up it's just too tough

I've sunk to the bottom
Control by it, lost my freedom
I've totally messed up
Impossible or too late to help me up

I've fallen so hard, so fast
It all started in the past
That past can't be undone
Caught in this I can't go on

My wounds will never heal
You have no idea how I feel
I've become nothing but a mess
Now I deserve my ultimate rest

NOBODY...

Nobody sees
Nobody knows
Nobody cares
Nobody listens
Nobody helps

HAPPINESS IS FAKE

Happiness is fake
Sadness is real
Life is a nightmare
Death is the ultimate release

I WAS LOST AND YOU FOUND ME

I was lost and you found me
Now it's your duty to love me, protect me and take care of me
Please now that you're by my side
Help me dry the tears that I've cried
Also stop the rain of blood
I've had enough

WISHING THERE WAS SOMETHING ELSE TO SEEK

Too hard, too weak
Tired of the way I feel
Everyday drowning more in this red sea
Wishing there was something else to seek

NO ONE'S THERE

The road I've taken
Is totally broken
Lost somewhere
No one's there

BEING LEFT BEHIND

Being left behind
All my life
I chose my own style
One that only leads me to die

BLEEDING OUT

Bleeding out my problems
Bleeding out my fears
Bleeding out my sadness
Bleeding out my anger
Bleeding out the emptiness in me
Bleeding out my mistakes
Bleeding out my pain
Bleeding out... everything

AND EVERYTHING IS LEFT BEHIND

One swipe of the knife
Jumping from a bridge
Or too many swallowed pills
And all your pain and despair
Forever ends
As you die
And everything's left behind

EVERYDAY THE SAME NIGHTMARE

Everyday the same nightmare
The blade I wish I didn't need to take
This pain I cannot bear
I wish I was in the grave

ALONE WITH MY REGRETS

Alone with my regrets
Keeping my own secrets
Hearing nothing but my own breath
Seeing nothing but darkness

There are no arms to hold me
No one to comfort me
Lying in the dark
Wanting you to come back

Wondering how many people feel like me
At this very moment
Lost in a torment
Do you think you're happy ?

IN THE DARK I CLOSE MY EYES

In the dark I close my eyes
Searching for a better place to find
Hoping to forget about the lies
I know I'm blind

TOO BAD & IT HURTS

Have you ever felt
Like you were two different people
Like there's a good and bad one
One you could show others
And one you had to hide
Sometimes you wonder
Where the truth is
When there's more lies
And you wear a mask everyday
Sometimes even yourself
You don't know who you are anymore
You start to believe your own lies
You don't want to face the truth
Cause it's too hard, too bad and it hurts