CAUGHT IN THIS I CANT GO ON

You should bend
And take my hand
Help me up to my feet
Please I'm begging on my knees

I've tried so hard to change
Trying to get rid of that pain, sadness and rage
No matter what it wasn't enough
Now I'm giving up it's just too tough

I've sunk to the bottom
Control by it, lost my freedom
I've totally messed up
Impossible or too late to help me up

I've fallen so hard, so fast
It all started in the past
That past can't be undone
Caught in this I can't go on

My wounds will never heal
You have no idea how I feel
I've become nothing but a mess
Now I deserve my ultimate rest