OVER THE YEARS…

Sadly, you have become my best friend
Each other we can somehow understand
Always there when I need you
There’s no need to fake it, it’s true

Everyday I try not to use you
It’s a lie as I need you
I have to both love and hate you
Dark world you keep me in with you

That pain that you give
Does it help me to live ?
Or just to reach the end
Faster again

Everytime I reach the bottom
I know I have to hold on
You’re always there for me
Even though you’re the cause of all of this, you destroy me

It’s a secret between you and me
And I know you won’t betray me
Though from my life I wish you would just disappear
So the end wouldn’t be near

Nobody will ever help
As they couldn’t understand
What you do to me
Why those scars on my body

Thinking about you day and night
24/7 trying not using you is a huge fight
Fight I can rarely win as you take over
And you’re always stronger

You have the control over me
You decide for me
You know I can’t resist you
I know that my life will end with you