THIS IS DRIVING ME CRAZY

Everyday it’s the same thing
It’s not only in my head
I know I need it
It’s a strong feeling
I try hard no to think about it
But it’s the only thing I can think about
Everyday, every hour, every second
Soon I know I’m going to give into my temptation
In a urge of doing it
Even if it’s bad and I know I shouldn’t
Needing to ease some of my pain
This is too hard
And it hurts too much