NOWHERE TO RUN

Nowhere to run
That’s why I hide
Nobody searching for me
Anyway I don’t want to be found
Slowly reaching the bottom
Can’t stop falling
Can’t breathe anymore
Too much on my mind
Too hard to talk
Too ashamed and disgusting
Easier to lie, hide, fake and pretend
Just bad inside and outside
Faking a smile instead of trying to explain
Nobody notices or seems to care
Lost and broken inside
In a life I never asked to live
In a way you couldn’t understand
Every step is another mistake
Falling harder everyday
Closer to death
Reaching the end
That’s how it’s supposed to be
It doesn’t matter anyway !