I WISH I WASN'T ME

I wish I wasn’t me
So maybe I could be happy
Enjoying each second of my life

I wish I wasn’t me
So I could cry
Trying to release the pressure that way

I wish I wasn’t me
So I wouldn’t need ‘that’ everyday
Not killing myself a bit more everyday

I wish I wasn’t me
So I wouldn’t have to hide
And even less to lie

I wish I wasn’t me
So I could smile
Without having to fake

I wish I wasn’t me
So I wouldn’t feel the way I feel
Those painful feelings everyday

I wish I wasn’t me
So I wouldn’t suffer that way
In silence everyday

I wish I wasn’t me
So I wouldn’t have scars
I’d have to hide

I wish I wasn’t me
So I wouldn’t be addicted
To something that’s really bad

I wish I wasn’t me
So I wouldn’t fear
Being discovered and sent away

I wish I wasn’t me
So I could try to live
Not to die !