MY FATE, MY PUNISHMENT

All the answers I could never find
All the words you never heard
All the silences you’ve always ignored
All the fake smiles you didn’t understand
All the lies you couldn’t notice
All the pain I’ve always felt inside
All the things I’ve always been keeping to myself
All the time the blade has been the only solution
All the time I’ve had to turn to it to try to ease
All the blood I’ve always lost
All the scars I couldn’t look at
All of this was my fault
My fate, my punishment