I WANT TO...

I want to cry
I want to cut
I want to die

I want to cry... but no tears will roll down my cheeks (I only have red ones running out of my veins)
I want to cut... but I promised some friends to try no to (I hate having people disappointed in me)
I want to die... but then everybody will be pissed off at me (not that I care once I'm dead though)

So Come Here... And Help Me