WHY

Why do I cry those tears ?
Why do I hate food ?
Why do I behave that way ?
Why do I talk to nobody ?
Why do I keep everything to myself ?
Why do I feel invisible ?
Why do I wish I was dead ?
Why do I have those feelings and thoughts ?
Why do I feel that way ?
Why does it hurt so much ?
Why do I hate myself ?
Why do I destroy my body and I ?
Why do I bleed everyday ?
Why do I need to do that everyday ?
Why is everything so painful ?
Why do I hide my suffering ?
Why do I try to die ?
Why am I nothing but a constant failure, a nightmare alive ?
Why isn't there someone listening to me or willing to do something ?
Why can't nobody help me ?
Why don't I even care ?