THAT LOOK IN YOUR EYES

When your friend passed away
When sadness was filling your face
You had that look in your eyes

When you made your first mistake
When all your world fell apart
You had that look in your eyes

When you lost your first lover
When you missed being someone's precious thing
You had that look in your eyes

When you started hating food
When you sometimes made yourself sick and felt some kind of power
You had that look in your eyes

When nothing made sense anymore
When you lost all hope
You had that look in your eyes

When you tried to leave this world those several times
When you unfortunately woke up a few hours later
You had that look in your eyes

When you took it to your skin for the first time
When you thought it was the solution to feel less bad before it becomes a bad addiction
You had that look in your eyes