DROWNING

Drowning in the ocean
Nothing but water all around
Scared, I close my eyes not to feel
That I can’t breathe

Drowning in this addiction
I fell deep into self-destruction
Nothing I could do
Sometimes I blame you

Drowning in my tears
They’re cold filled with fear
Fear of losing people I love
Fear of being discovered and sent away

Drowning in eternal pain
Nothing else I could do to erase
It’s just me and the blade
Dying in this shitty life I made

Drowning in my blood
So much I’ve lost
This ocean that once was blue
Has now been red for years