ALL THE FEELINGS

All the feelings
Building up inside
It’s hurting me
So much you couldn’t see

Its beauty reflects
On my humid eyes
A silent tear
Rolls down my cheeks
Wondering what I’m about to do

Slowly I roll up my sleeve
I look at it
It’s shining in my hand
I take another look at it
As it approaches my skin
Somehow smiling
Thinking about that imminent release

Then I close my eyes
Without even taking a deep breath
I feel it entering my skin
Within a few seconds
I feel like different
Like I’m on a high

It starts to burn
It hurts
But it’s good
This pain I need it
Not to focus on the rest
I feel calm, better and relieved
Only for a short moment