LAST WEEK

A horrible week
I had never been that bad in my entire life
Or maybe
But I just can’t remember
I did so many things I wish I didn’t do
Just to bring me down even more
Doing worse everyday
I never thought I’d get over it alive
Now that I think of it I’m sad
Those few days just brought me down
Making me fall harder than ever
Making me give up on myself
Tired of that fight
Why should I even try
When it hurts even more deep inside
If I can just give in
And feel less bad for a moment
It just doesn’t make sense
Why try to stop doing something you know you can’t stop
As you always need it… more
Whatever, I don’t care anymore
I just give up
I don’t care, I’m fine